I think..

premis 1:dah de bf

premis 2:ramai kwn lelaki

konklusi:curang????

hak2..tue je la yg bermain2 di pikiran ku ble rumet2 aku asyik bebel pasal aku dok contact owng len je..huhuhu..nak wat cmne..dah kne gantung kan..huhuhu..sedih??myb ade ae sket..tp life must b go on..ok pe ble at least still ade owng yg bley ae kte jdkan tmpat meluahkn perasaan time2 sedih..huhuhu..thanks a alot dude...

premis1:time skola x bek yg bdk lelaki

premis2:kne kejo dgan owg gle!!

konklusi:takowt nle owng ramai

waa..nie truma sket la..tkowt..huhu..boys r untrusted...they sometimes sucks...opp..soe..termencarut..huhuhuhu

it look nice rite..sedap..mlm td g jln2..hehe..pas g sakan, g makn kat kedai nie...best ot..seronok..kedai bwu..pekerja dye ley tahan gk ae..

 sedap tue nasi lemak nie

menikmati soup of da day..hhehehe

that boy was mine forever..xyah nak usha2 adek aku..

cti sem bwu bermle,

ditinggalkan keseoranagan di rumah,

tp xpe..

ade ubi ade btas..

trouble is a fwen!!

yebaa!!!lg 1 paper..amalina akan abesh sem 1..chaiyok2...!!!!!huhuhu..ske btol ae..
wua...umm..scary merry ae nak abesh nie..takowt la seyh..umm..ape2 yg jd pon..nmpknye kne amalkan konsep tawakal n berserah kpda Allah yg maha Esa..
umm..ngantok....;S
truly..
sye bosan..
sya dah x tau nak wat pe..
bingit dgan kamo..
knape dtg kalo nak menyakitkan..
knpe dtg dan beri harapan palsu..
u r fake..
u such a big liar..
u leaves me when u go there..
u let me sick without t8 k anythng bout me..
i hate when they suddenly came when there is no u..
they caused me think that u r ignoring me..
even thought that r waht u doing rite now..
u say hye to anyone else but ignoring me..
i'm 8teen but i'm still a girl..
i'm smiling but in deep inside...
no body know..
i'm a pretender bcoz i do love u..
they told me to do somethng that i dislike..
i hate it..
y it become a visitor in my life..
did u think by let me b like this..
i'm happy at all..
i hate this..
i swear that i hate this..
u make me suffer..
that y people always told me..
love will make me suffering..
it true..
it make me suffer, make me cry,make me happy n make me become someone like u too..
thanks 4 give n leaves me all those memories..
i either dont know what is it..
but it caused a scar in my life..thanks dude..

~wohaaa!!!!!cti nak cri wet ae..tue pow kalo sempat..

a day after my b'dy..

Kte hanya mampu merancng..tp Allah yg menentukannya..aq sgt brharap pd hari yg hnya dtg setahun skali i2 membwa sesuatu yg ck0p brmkne..aq brhrp insan yg amat pntg dlm id0p ku hadir unt0k brk0ngsi ari yg brmkne dlm hayat ku..

Satu hari aq menunggu dye mengucapkan slamat hari lhr pd ku..sdh ble 0wg laen yg lg semangat mengucapkan kte2 i2 pd ku..sungguh aq x sggp mengatakan bgaimana at ku sdh dan kecewa..mgkin pd umur 18 thn,aq sept0tnye brsikap lebih mtg..tp..bkn salah ku..aq cme insan biase yg kdg2 memerlukan perhatian insan laen dlm id0p ku..huh!pnt la cmne..serab0wt!

Aq brnasib baek krana masih mempunyai keluarga dan rakan2 dismpg ku..trima kasih ibu dan ayah kerana telah menunaikan semua permintaan ku!aq sgt menyayangi kalian!adq..trima kasih kerana menyayangi kakak mu ini..aq syg k0runk sgat2!buat r0omate ku,aet,fiqa, muni,temi,ecah n yana..trima kasih sbb ada dismpg aq smasa aq sgt memerlukan kalian..andai aq yg byk melakukan kekhilafan trhadap kalian..maafkan aq..buat pika n izul,terima kasih kerana byk bg d0r0ngan kat aq n jd teman pd ku sejak dlu..lisa,m0nik,farah,amar,kak raudah,aten n rakan2 h13..pertemuan dgan kalian mengajar aq byk benda..buat teman raptku suatu masa dlu..maryam,anis,miza n mira..thanks c0z masih mengingati ku..alin dan syamim..Thanks c0z jd 0rg prtama yg wish..kpd rakan2 yg tdk disbt namanya..trima kasih krna hdr dlm dri ini..i <3 u all s0 much!..
Epy belated b'dy 2 me n kak ikin..h0pe Allah always bless us!n vict0ry r 0ur!amin..

its haunted me...

people always said that high school was a great memory..i admit that was true fairy tales.but..for me..its still haunted me n caused me hate to remember about it..sometimes..its make my life worst..i'm not a gurl that being loved by all her fwen...i'm just a girl simply being chased by the person who r so damn rude n did not care about others feeling n just think about them sucks life!!being the person that alway being humiliated by the other fwen..make me feel uncomfortable to have a friendship with boys..its might be sound funny but the reality that sometimes..i feel scared to be at a places where there r to many people..my fwen sometimes laugh at me n did not believe it..but it a FACTS!!people always said that we should forgive n forget about some things bad that happen to us..it easy to say than do..y i have a hard heart n big head..umm...i hope that the damn thing will leaves my self as soon as they gone from my life..

ble berckap tentang truma...aq teringat pasal kejadian kne kejar dgan india tue..mak aii..takowt gle..naseb mse tue bwu lepas berlari n aku dpt control dri..kalo x..hish..xtao ae ape jd kat aku..agak2 nyer mse nie dah x blaja g..coz dah trauma..tue la..degil lg jd manusia...huhuhuhu

aq penah terbce tentng article yg tls pasal perwatakkan kte ble dah besar bergantung mcm mane kte dibesarkan mse umo 5-6 taon..ummm.. ble teringat blek...aku rse mcm sumethng wrong sume where dlm idop aku nie...aq rse sbb benda tue lah..aku ade akit nie..umm..nak bgtao penyakit ape..jgn arap ae..memalukan je...pape pown..hrp2 benda tue x jd lg..kalo x..wat mlu je...

esk b'dy aq...dah tue da..sedih nyer...dah dekat dah nak mti..Ya ALLAH, andai kte sudah sampai ajal ku...kau matikanlah aq dlm iman..dlm keadaan yg terbaek..jgnlah kau matikan aku dalam keadaan yg mengaibkan..kau ampunkan lah dosaku.kau jdkan lah at2 yg menyayangi aku kuat untuk mnghadapi perpisahan ini...dan kau bgtau lah mereka..sebenarnya aku sgt menyayangi mereka dan aku mendoakan kebahagiaan mereka di dunia dan akhirat...



~mencintai dan menyayangi seseorng itu bkn mudah kerana kdg2 rse disayangi dan dicintai dlm diri ini tiada..